1. |
IDK What You Mean
02:32
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I know that you don’t think too highly of me
well what is there to say,
then to try my hardest
try and live each day by day,
I want you to notice when I’m not around
well where could I possibly be,
I want you to notice just how hard
I’m trying to keep good company,
I don’t know what you mean when you’re talking about him,
I don’t know what you mean would you care to fill me in,
is it that I could only only never be true,
is it that I could only never be with you,
I know that you’re thinking all the thoughts that I’m thinking
when are thoughts they are one in the same,
I know that you don’t think of me that often
only when you need someone to blame,
and I know that they’re words,
but they’re only words that could be hurting me,
and only if you could see all the pain your own words would bring,
I don’t know what you mean when you’re talking about him,
I don’t know what you mean would you care to fill me in,
is it that I could only only never be true,
is it that I could only never be with you,
I don’t know what you mean when you won’t let me talk to you,
everyday and every night when I’m trying to pull through
is it that I could only never be true,
or is it that I could only never be with you
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2. |
Been So Blind (My Arms)
03:52
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How could I have been so blind,
Not to have given you a piece of my mind
Well I wanted to hold you in my arms
I wanted to sing you all my stupid songs
Nothing could bring you harm
All you gotta do is sing along
Was I wrong or am I numb
To certain facts that I very well lack
I wanted to hold you in my arms
I wanted to sing you all my stupid songs
Nothing could bring you harm
All you gotta do is sing along
But you know too much
And as is such
Please don’t fall out of trust
In me I be of you
I wanted to hold you in my arms
I wanted to sing you all my stupid songs
Nothing could bring you harm
All you gotta do is sing along
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3. |
Explicit
04:27
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The beauty she loves and softly lays
Moving on day after day
And knowing that there’s no one here
She hopes there is someone to fear
But the only fearful ones are those
Who low and then themselves impose
To her eternal ways
They’re e the ones they’re lying for days
From out from the crutches
And down to the mist
I am going and starting to piss
Pissing on my own erection
Never knowing true affection
Now I’m mad as you see
Don’t care what you think of me
Though the fucks are thrown into the air
As I’m laying eternal dare
Belting below the ocean blue
I am looking looking to you
To give course to a chord and an answer
Is that she was a dancer
From so long ago you greatly ignored
As she was walking out the ward
And the hospital gave true to the mist
Who’s the one you secretly kissed
Green is now red I hope you see
That all the fucks are thrown from me
And you the one of true fuckery
You fucked me over and fuck you see
Bleeding and dying your smoking that cig
You secretly think that you’re big
But whiskey and beer are my true friends
They’ll be with me until the end
I can always order a shot
Or maybe a brew
Or maybe you’re not
But maybe I secretly thought
Of you the one eternal dot
I’d end all of my sentences with you
If you’re the periods it’s blue
Then I know that life is gone
As I’m truly moving on
And I’m roaming and running around
Looking for someone to secretly frown
At my own disposition that I see I’ve put myself in
And running around without a cause
Leaning over I make a pause
And think to myself or thinking out loud
I say that damn near I am proud
That I didn’t give a fuck about you
And you didn’t give a fuck about me too
But I knew it never was true
Cause I wanted to kiss you
In the basement when we were there
You were looking with hands in your hair
And you’re daring to me and I secretly cry
Cause I don’t know if I can go through with it
But I must right now
Cause you are having a cow
And begging me to do something
But I don’t know for
Fuck fuck fuck what’s wrong
Fuck fuck I’m in the middle of song
But fuck fuck what the fuck
And now your sad and I’m blue
And I missed missed you too
And I could have been the answer
But you were always the secret dancer
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Well I’m done with listening to about your high school days
And I’ve had it with you and your apathetic ways
What do you think you bring to the table
You and your being are quite unstable
I wish you’d stop talking to me
You and me are never going be
I’m done with you and your groaning
You’re the one who will always be alone
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But I’ve been thinking far too long
That I’m thinking all wrong
And I’m sorry when I say
That I care about you
Cause I really do
I’ve been thinking far too long
That my thoughts they’re all wrong
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6. |
Brown Hair
02:34
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1...2...3...4
Oh brown hair do you realize
All the power you hold in your eyes
But you go on you’re telling lies lies lies
When you could be with any other guy
But now I am thinking was my love not enough
Here I stand I am calling your bluff
Is that I am truly out of luck
But for you I never will give up
Why do I still talk to you
Why’s there this pain I like to put myself through
I could bend over backwards it’s true
If you want to then go and you do
Is it that my love was just not enough
Here I stand I am calling your bluff
Is it that I am finally out of luck
Are you calling for me to just give up
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7. |
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Recently I took some time to think
About exactly what I should say
I remember the first time we met
Now it’s a time I wanna forget
Everything we had was quite simple
Guess I can go and say it in a song
You can sing along
All we ever was a pile of shared memories
Pasta night on Wednesdays
And Friday hanging out with friends
And in reflective moments
I think back to times
When I was able to help
And your broken heart I could mend
I’m sorry if it hurts when I say
And I’m sorry that it’s all that sad
But then again there were many times
Where we could’ve been real glad
I’m sorry it was quite simple
I can sing it in a song
You can sing along
All we ever was a pile of shared memories
Pasta night on Wednesdays
And Friday hanging out with friends
And in reflective moments
I think back to times
When I was able to help
And your broken heart I could mend
Now you’re acting like I don’t know you
But all I ever put you through
Was only cause you asked me to
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Well I’m done with listening to about your high school days
And I’ve had it with you and your adolescent ways
What do you think you bring to the table
You and your friends they are quite unstable
Well I’m done with listening to about your high school days
And I’ve had it with you and your adolescent ways
What do you think you bring to the table
You and your friends they are quite unstable
Well I’m done with listening to about your high school days
And I’ve had it with you and your adolescent ways
What do you think you bring to the table
You and your friends they are quite unstable
I really wish you’d stop talking to me
You’re just someone I don’t want to see
I need to lay down go to bed
Everything you ever said
You always said I was going to be
Always said I was going to be
Alone
Well I’m done with listening to about your high school days
And I’ve had it with you and your adolescent ways
What do you think you bring to the table
You and your friends they are quite unstable
Well I’m done with listening to about your high school days
And I’ve had it with you and your adolescent ways
What do you think you bring to the table
You and your friends they are quite unstable
You said I always going to be
What did you say I was always going to be
What did you always say I was going to be
Said I was going to be alone
Well I’m done with listening to about your high school days
And I’ve had it with you and your adolescent ways
What do you think you bring to the table
You and your friends they are quite unstable
Alone
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9. |
Indifference
02:13
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Every stone still left unturned
And everyone at the stake to be burned
And everything everyone’s in over their heads
Every word you forgot you ever said
Every stone that’s been left unturned
And everyone waiting at the stake to be burned
And everything that has gone through your head
And all those words you forgot you ever said
Every stone that’s been left unturned
And everyone waiting at the stake to be burned
And everything it’s all in their heads
Forgetting every forgotten word you ever said
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10. |
W8 N Line
00:29
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Seems like I’m never
On your mind
Take a number
W8 N line
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11. |
Life and Yeah
06:38
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Please forget everything I was talking about two seconds ago
Cause I don't mean it anymore
Everything that i just said to you was never something that was true
I only was
Looking out in my own perspective
Never finding a good directive
To comply with
And all the agony that you forget everything
I was trying to mention make it less clear
Going out to the golf course
In the middle of a snowstorm with my friends
Not having the kind of job that could afford a nice car
Everything I been trying to do I hope it makes sense to you
And if it doesn't please say you understand even if it's not true
It's gone for too long I've had enough I'm so tired
I am fighting all off everything
I'm biding it off to be a better human
And if you don"t want to I don't have to say these words about it to you
Looking out I've had quite enough I think I might push luck
And go for the winner and all the opportunity they present me
They are looking at me I want you to plainly see the unsuccessful position
I'm tired of you only looking at my shortcomings and all my failures
I am successful in at least some regard
No I'm not trying to be arrogant
But I want you to notice me at least some of the time
I feel like I am always so left out
And when I am all alone I would let out a groan
And you would not hear it because you don't care
I wish that all my mind was something easy like yours is
I read you thought by thought
Even if you think its something I'm not up to
Why do you think I'm putting on all these fake faces
Deep down I want people to think I'm an easy read
That my life is an open book one that was shook out
But they can't really see everything that I am hiding inside me
Like all those hidden weapons in all those hotel Bibles
They exist on a different level of time
Do I try to rhyme
No
It doesn't matter
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12. |
Speed of Sound
03:28
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And I don't know
The speed of sound
As if to guess
When you're all around
Was my only choice
Give up my voice
It's not mine
Mind is numb
And hands are cold
You're growing old
And you fold
Up you're hands
You're not a man
But a clone
Of what they want you to be
What everyone else see
Deny yourself
Put off your health
Something wrong
You've been gone for so long
But no one cares
Callous feet
Lead you to the warm street
Sun shining down
No ones around
To know what you mean
You've never seemed so wrong
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13. |
Ain’t That Bad
01:45
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I haven’t seen you in quite a while
I miss your smile
And the way you could always make me feel like
Everything ain’t that bad
It’s the power you had to make me feel less sad
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14. |
Coy
04:56
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No I’m not standing here making apologies
And all of these I’m sorrys
I’ll leave them for the birds and bees
No I don’t mean to be coy
Just leave me as I am
No I don’t mean to be coy
Just leave me as I am
Maybe some side effects
Will pronounce greater losses
And maybe I don’t really know
But what could that go to show
No I don’t mean to be coy
Just leave me what is true
No I don’t mean to be coy
Just leave me what what is true
And my mind is going through
All of mispronunciations I couldn’t see through
And if I thought of some unrelativity
Maybe you would stay for eternity
No I don’t mean to be coy
Leave me with what is true
No I don’t mean to be coy
Sorry for asking you
Asking you
And you see see the truth in me
No I don’t mean to be coy
Just accept the truth
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15. |
Nyquil
03:37
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Lying in bed with eyes wide open
A strange drowning starts to sink in
I don’t have too much on my mind
This nothingness can be quite unkind
I’ve tried Nyquil
Tried getting drunk
I’ve tried so many things
But it seems right now the thing I need
Is for someone to hold me tonight
I’ve tried Nyquil
Tried getting drunk
I’ve tried so many things
But it seems right now the thing I need
Is for someone to hold me tonight
Lying in bed with eyes wide open
A strange drowning starts to sink in
I don’t have too much on my mind
This nothingness can be quite unkind
Lying in bed with eyes wide open
A strange drowning starts to sink in
I don’t have too much on my mind
This nothingness can be quite unkind
I’ve tried Nyquil
Tried getting drunk
I’ve tried so many things
But it seems right now the thing I need
Is for someone to hold me tonight
I’ve tried Nyquil
Tried getting drunk
I’ve tried so many things
But it seems right now the thing I need
Is for someone to hold me tonight
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16. |
Pieces of You
04:23
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I've been breaking my own voice
It's not always my own choice
What was I left to do
When you picked up all the pieces of you
I don't want to be bound by
Someones life that isn't mine
And I fret the external clause
And you looked down into my flaws
Oh oh oh
And when I was out walking the streets
You were out you were laying down the beat
Of your own accord
You are someone with whom I am never bored
You continue to interest me
Some would call this destiny
But like me the other fail
If you are turning up the wail
I'm the table
You're my table maker
Pour the salt out in the pepper shaker
And if I am eternally wrong
You are the one for whom I write my song
To break off the pieces of me
Everything I don't want you to see
I lie down in my own hole
Because that way I'll never be full
Of all the persecutions
And all the repercussions
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Hey look at you
look at all you've been through
You're looking for a person
To feel for you
And I don't know
If you are really thinking in the right state of mind
Oh from behind everyone is moving on
You've been gone for way too long
For people to care
Do you dare
And looking out in the outer rooms
You smell scents of old perfume
Back when remorse and regret
Were bound to forget
Every word that you said
it has gone out of my head
And now I'm almost through
Trying to rid the world of you
Now I am almost through
I'm trying to rid the world of you
Every word it's quite absurd
Everything you think that could never be unheard
Dig up a well wanna go straight to hell
And don't tell me where exactly where you placed the sounds
I'll be home alone
In my self conscious mind
I go there all the time
Don't remember a thing you said to me
Everything was a tragedy
I'm gonna to say if you stay far away
You know i cant remember the chords
And now you know its going to be sooner than you expected to know
It's going to come true for you someday even though it may not be soon
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18. |
Begin Again
07:46
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I'm quite used to sleep
It comes quite naturally to me
Now when I am waking up
I think I'm out of luck today
And when you're all in bed
I let silly thoughts run to my head
About the times I used to know
When I try to talk real slow
And when you were looking in
I though how can I begin again
I didn't know what to say
But I said it anyway
Please ignore my snide remarks
You're the one a bleeding heart is gone
Do you remember what I said
Did you let it take it to your head
All the likes of discomfortable
Misusing everything you know its true
Can't look past cant look forward
Can't look beyond everything you said
Now you drench yours at the chance even more
did you know that you're going to find an answer
Did you expect to only see
Did you wanna find an answer
Were you expecting to stay in tragedies
And all the cliches you leave in your brain
Were you expecting to see a tragedy
Everything your writing down
I wanna come around
Is that too much to ask for
Do they even want to
Talk to you and make it through
To another day
You'll leave one reply after
The next thing I say it's all too bad
I really thought we had a nice thing going on
I waited far too long
To tell you of my song
Now I'm miserable
Covered in marker head to toe
Of your name
I don't feel the same
I reached the point that I thought I forgot
Everything that I thought that I thought
Was another time another man
Who is different than me
Please ignore my nice responses
I only try to answer every word you say
If I can think of something clever
I wont let you close to my mind
When I'm thinking in times too slow
Do you even care
I'm looking down your hands
Something doesn't feel right again
Are we nearing the end
They were helping
Won't you look at me
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